[This is a repeat of a post I wrote the last time the Grip topic was "the dark side", back in 2012. When I re-read it, though, I knew it was worth sharing again.]
She's
so gullible. Over Thanksgiving dinner (an unexpectedly wonderful
feast at an atmospheric inn they'd stumbled upon, tucked away in the
hills), he'd dropped hints about magical powers inherited from his
Celtic ancestors. She'd swallowed his tale as eagerly as the turkey
and the red wine, hanging on his words, focused on his face, wet (he
knew) as she anticipated what might occur when they returned to his
apartment. Her plump, perennially erect nipples teased him through
her turtleneck jersey. His nipples, now, to play with, to
torture, though perhaps she didn't think of them that way – not
yet.
How
had he managed to lure her here? He'd surprised himself with the
success of his epistolary seduction. Before, in graduate school,
they'd been only slightly more than friends. When he vanquished her
at chess (despite the distraction of her bra-less state), there had
been flickers of something less innocent in their interactions. Then
he'd left, moved west, and one day, on a whim, written her a clever,
flirtatious letter, fantasizing all the while about her lush breasts,
parted lips and the nicely-rounded ass he'd never seen. He hadn't
really expected her enthusiastic response, especially not when he
broached topics like spanking, bondage, and melted wax. Clearly he'd
been right to trust his intuition more than his intellect.
His
bedroom is shadowed, lit by a single candle that spikes the air with
patchouli. He hovers over her, weight balanced on his arms, the
contrast between his big frame and her petite body making him worry.
He wants to hurt her, but not in any way that causes damage. A half
year's worth of fantasies – both the ones they've shared and the
darker ones he doesn't dare expose – have him achingly hard. He
jerks a bit, so his cockhead brushes her tangled pubic curls. They
both shiver.
Her
cunt draws him, but he resists that magnetic pull a while longer,
making her wait for what she obviously wants. Control is difficult
but necessary. He hasn't bound her (though there are holes drilled in
the bed frame and a coil of rope ready in the bed table drawer). He
hasn't marked her yet. Candlelight dapples her fair skin, previews of
the stripes he hopes to leave there. Tonight though, there's just her
voluptuous, eager body and his, primed by hours of self-abuse (the
term seems apt, given the images that obsess him). They could be any
pair of new lovers. But of course that's not true. What binds them
together is more urgent than mere passion, darker than love.
She
does not speak, though he has not enjoined her to silence. Her eyes
are wide, riveted to his. When he finally allows himself to enter her
juicy depths, she gasps, though he's on the down side of average in
size. Still, the fit is tight and sweet – it stokes his fever.
Pulling back, he rams into her, letting loose all the frustrations
built up in month after month of solitary imaginings. He reads her
face as he does, ready to stop if she seems to object. They are,
after all, practically strangers, despite the explicit letters and
breathless phone calls.
There's
no resistance in her, though. She keeps her wrists crossed, arms
above her head, exactly where he placed them. The position highlights
those outrageous nipples she flaunts with such apparent unconcern.
Leaning towards her, he catches one in his teeth. Her body ripples
and her back arches, driving him deeper.
Fuck
me, her eyes say. Use me. So he does, pounding her with his cock
again and again, rough and raw, reveling in the slick grip of her
cunt around his impossibly hard dick. His thrusts are brutal, but he
hears no complaints. Amazed, almost disbelieving, he understands. She
wants this as much as he does.
You're
mine, he thinks, exulting in his power. He wills his cock to grow and
swell. He wants to fill her completely, stretch her to her limits and
beyond, tear her apart. It may be suggestion, but he feels huge
inside her. Her eyes are pools of wonder.
It's
all that he had imagined - no, better, because she's soaked and
hungry and more open than he could have dreamed. Then unexpectedly,
reality shifts. Some sort of psychic conduit opens between them. Her
emotions flood his senses, her desperate need and her profound
surrender. All at once, he really can hear her thoughts, and he
knows, with complete certainty, that she can read his.
Mine.
Mine!
Yes,
yes – please...
Be
still.
Her
writhing ceases. Her tiny moans quiet. He ravages her with his
gigantic cock and she takes it - willing, trusting, grateful.
She
is truly his slave, bound by his command, and he is her born master,
caring or cruel as it suits him. She has died for love of him, and
he's taking his last pleasure from her still-warm corpse. He is the
devil and she's the soul he has ensnared and lured into darkness.
Yes.
He
comes with shout of triumph, pouring his seed into her welcoming
heat. Her climax shimmers through her, and he feels that, too, the
inevitable welling up of sensation so different from his own sharp
release. For an instant he really can't tell which feelings and
thoughts are his own and which belong to her.
A
spark of fear – a flutter of rebellion – she pulls away from him
the tiniest bit, reclaiming her will. The crystalline energy between
them clouds. He does not fight the change. No one could bear the
intensity of that connection for long. They lie in each other's arms,
exhausted and groggy with joy.
The
candle gutters and winks out. They sleep. He wakes a bit after dawn
to find his bed empty. Did he imagine it all? Was this just another
fantasy?
Rubbing
his eyes, he wanders out of the bedroom. She is seated at the dining
room table, naked in the pearly light of a foggy morning, writing in
her journal. Her bowed neck speaks both of submission and strength.
He sees that despite her tiny frame, she's anything but delicate.
Barefoot,
he steals up behind her, cupping her luscious breasts, twirling her
nipples. She leans back with a sigh, her curly locks soft against his
bare chest. He nips her earlobe, runs a wet tongue along the line of
her jaw.
“What
are you writing about, Sarah?” he asks, a bit afraid of the answer.
Her
face is luminous as she turns to him.
“Magic.”
Oooh, that connection. The highest form of communication. The ultimate intimacy.
ReplyDeleteA lovely piece, and the intriguing perspective of a developing dominant not yet entirely sure of himself. When fantasies meet (or maybe I should say when fantasies collide, consensually) it does strike sparks of magic.
ReplyDeleteThis is actually one of the most autobiographical pieces I've ever written. Except, of course, that I imagined the events from the perspective of the other participant ;^) However, discussions we have had suggest that I'm not totally wrong in my portrayal.
ReplyDeleteBeautifully intense. The mention of "magic" in the first paragraph made me anticipate something clearly paranormal: a lit candle levitating through the air? bondage gear that holds her in place even when he is far away? However, this version is more believable and intense.
ReplyDeleteReal magic, I believe, is more subtle that what one sees in magic shows. It's happening all the time, but you have to pay attention, to notice.
DeleteThat is you writing well at the top of your form. And always when I read this, i wonder how much of it is autobiographical.
ReplyDeleteBecause of your recent post about letters, I definitely was thinking this piece is probably autobiographical. Beautifully written, as people said. I love the subtlety of the magical element.
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