by Daddy X
Folks who have received an
email from me may have noticed the sigs I’ve used for years:
"Maybe
all men got one big soul ever'body's a part of."
Preacher
Casy
"Use
what you got 'cause that's all you get."
Clarence "Pine Top” Smith
These are the things I
believe in. They are basically how I lead my life.
Regarding the first quote, I
can’t tell you how many people have either called me on the spelling of Casy or
were confused by the reference. The quote is of course spoken by Jim Casy, (not
Casey) the defrocked minister/philosopher and de facto conscience of
Steinbeck’s Grapes Of Wrath.
Here’s the entire quote:
"Before
I knowed it, I was sayin' out loud, 'The hell with it! There ain't no sin and
there ain't no virtue. There's just stuff people do. It's all part of the same
thing.' . . . I says, 'What's this call, this sperit?' An' I says, 'It's love.
I love people so much I'm fit to bust, sometimes.' . . . . I figgered, 'Why do
we got to hang it on God or Jesus? Maybe,' I figgered, 'maybe it's all men an'
all women we love; maybe that's the Holy Sperit-the human sperit-the whole
shebang. Maybe all men got one big soul ever'body's a part of.' Now I sat there
thinkin' it, an' all of a suddent-I knew it. I knew it so deep down that it was
true, and I still know it."
Casy wonders if there isn’t
one big collective soul that all human beings share, as he proposes, ‘a part
of’. Are we connected in some spiritual way to each other?
I believe so. I can’t say
specifically how it all works and will argue with anybody who thinks they have
the answers down pat. All I have is the inkling. That one little inkling.
An inking that is an inherent
element of most religions. Let’s call it
a soul. Is our soul that little part of the whole each of us carries around?
Maybe we carry that minute
sliver to make connection with another sliver— another little ‘part’ of the
whole. That would make our two slivers collectively twice as big. Twice as
more. More powerful. More complete.
But there’s no rule that says
strength in numbers always works for the betterment of the whole.
We know the power of crowds,
of like-minded people assembling to increase their influence and strength
through numbers. There are many examples showing groupthink is an actual phenomenon
to be reckoned with. The power of crowds can operate for good or for ill. Take what
transpired in Charlottesville as the worst possible effect of these multifaceted
connections.
Why worst?
Because the very idea of a
universal soul renders false the idea that we’re basically different. The idea
of hating someone of a different ethnic group would be anathema in a culture of
universality.
Take an all-knowing,
all-powerful being. What would such a being possibly lack? If an entity knew
everything, could plan anything, what would be on its experiential bucket list?
I understand that I am postulating the unpostulatable (is that even a word?) here,
humanizing something that isn’t knowable by humans.
No matter. I already said
that anyone who could get it all down in a logical form would be suspect.
Perhaps an all-knowing,
all-powerful being would like to know ignorance. Perhaps that all-powerful
being would want the experience of getting itself out of situations it wasn’t
prepared for, wouldn’t know it could easily satisfy its earthly needs by the
power it wields in its entirety. Just for the challenge. Why not put a little
dab of itself into an ignorant host? Spread itself out over multiple ignorant
hosts and try, over millennia, to get back to the whole, using only human
achievement through connection. Sort of a self-help exercise for a God.
The challenge being to reassemble
somehow by connection—each additional connection forming a larger, more knowing,
more powerful entity, getting closer eon by eon to the whole.
However it works, it’s IMHO
all about connection. Perhaps that’s why I have such a high regard for sex.
Sex, after all, is the most direct, most powerful and potentially most
rewarding of connections. But, as we well know, that also can go either way.
"Use
what you got 'cause that's all you get"
Clarence
"Pine Top” Smith
Pine Top Smith (b. 1904) was
an early proponent of “Boogie Woogie”. He wrote and recorded Pine Top’s Boogie Woogie in 1928. The
next year, he died of a gunshot wound the night before another recording
session.
The quote speaks for itself: There
is value in the talents you possess. Try a variety of interests to see what
you’re geared for. Things we enjoy and excel at are what we should go for in
our lives. It also implies that there’s no free lunch.
As a matter of fact, I was
living this philosophy well before I was aware of the quote or aware for that matter,
of Pine Top himself.
Momma X and I had been the
first in our crowd to marry and get our own place. We became the entertainers
of our circle. After all, it was a safe place to smoke weed, drink beer, eat
potato chips and do whatever hippies did in ’64. (fuck each other) Over the years
the refreshments took on more sophistication. There was still the weed, but as
we gained a semblance of affluence, the food and drinks got way better. I found
I had the sensibility and palate of a gourmet. And that I could make food taste
good.
Back in the 70’s, without a
pot to piss in, looking for a job was becoming dismal. So I started a catering
business. I managed to do a few small dinners for friends just to get my name
out there and hand out some business cards. I wouldn’t go as far as to say the catering
business was by any stretch a success, but we did a couple of big weddings and
by way of reputation, landed a restaurant job. And contacts. Word of mouth
contacts, a quaint concept in this day of digital promotion.
In later years, I morphed my
appreciation of beautiful things into another business, which I named
“Curiosities”—just for the understatement of it all. I bought and sold
antiquities from ancient Greece, Rome and Egypt as well as pre-Columbian and
other ethnographic arts from all over the world.
To view a cross section of
what I handled:
http://ohgetagrip.blogspot.com/2013/
Getting back to ol’ Pine Top
Smith:
Lyrics from Pine Top’s Boogie
Woogie have been co-opted over the years by top musicians like Tommy Dorsey,
Bing Crosby, Count Basie and Ray Charles. “See that girl with the red dress on.
She can do it all night long”, “Shake that thing” and “Mess around,” sound
familiar? All Pine Top’s lyrics, used again and again by a century of blues
artists and beyond.
Check out Ray Charles’ “Mess Around” and “What’d I Say” for the Pine Top Smith influence. Though he didn’t
live a very long life, his talents survive in generations of music. His soul became
one with so many others, whether musician or music lover.
Now there’s a connection.
I've been a Steinbeck fan since my teens, and I associated Preacher Casy's revelation with a line from the WWI poet Rupert Brooke (my mother's favorite poet.) Brooke is best known (if at all) for his "Some corner of a foreign field that is forever England" line that eerily predicts his own death, but it's the first lines in the second stanza that really resonate with me. "And think that soul, all evil shed away/A pulse in the eternal mind, no less/..."
ReplyDeleteI like to think of each of us as pulses in the eternal mind. It's not a belief, exactly, more like a musical chord that vibrates in the spirit.
How beautifully put, Sacchi!
DeleteI have always loved both your signature quotes, Daddy. And knowing you, they're both incredibly appropriate.
ReplyDeleteThanx, Lisabet!
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