I’ve been taken literary hostage by the Diary of Anais Nin, now approaching the end of vol. 2. So enamored
by her prose, her philosophy and words, I’ve even changed my email signature to
include a quote of hers.
Delta of Venus has
resided in my cabinet for years, but until I found vols 1, 2, and 4 of Nin’s diary
in a used book shop, I hadn’t read any of the journals themselves. Was that
ever a lucky find! After finishing the first book, I quickly ordered the
missing vol. 3 from my pal at our local bookstore, The Loveable Rogue.
The size and complexity of the manuscript (Nin wrote in
English, French and Spanish) required entire subjects to be cut to achieve some
attempt at brevity. Consequently, editor Gunter Stuhlmann explains that most of
the sexual escapades and references to Nin’s husband, Hugh Guiler, have been
removed from the published text, except those details absolutely necessary to the
story the editor elects to tell.
Yes, it’s been edited. But Stuhlmann has retained
spontaneity, keeping the journal’s effect extemporaneous and human, while allowing
the spectrum of her intimates’ changing moods, eccentricities and foibles open to
exposure. Her thoughts are received by the reader as conversation. Her prose is
not perfect. She shifts tense. She adds extraneous words. Her philosophical
premises are not always resolved.
Stuhlmann maintains a rare insight for identifying the
conditions that made Nin’s diverse acquaintances operate the way they chose,
keeping enough selected material from the original manuscript to convince me of
his (and Nin’s) assumptions.
Conversely, the book Henry
and June (gleaned from sections of the diary that Stuhlmann eliminated) revisits the emotional and sexual
aspects of Nin’s acquaintances and loves. For the most complete take on her
1931-34 years, Henry and June should probably
be read concurrently with the first volume of her diary, filling in the time of
Anais’ and Henry Miller’s heated love affair.
Their passion accelerated when Miller’s wife, June, had gone
off on a tear. That wasn’t too uncommon for June, the gorgeous (and a bit nuts)
blonde who apparently took a toll on anyone she encountered
A physical relationship between Nin and Miller is hinted at
in the diaries, but in no way as strongly depicted as we find in Henry and June. It’s all her words, in
her style, in both works, and her gorgeous language persists, although Henry & June entertains with more
emphasis on eroticism and her analysis of the topic.
Complicating the already crazy situation are Nin’s others
loves, which also come to a clearer light in Henry and June. Love for her husband. Love for June, both physical
desire and emotional obsession. All this in addition to apparent ‘mercy fucks’
with various artists, poets, revolutionaries, bohemians and general hangers-on
to this remarkable, giving, empathic woman.
There are many compelling aspects to Nin’s work. She writes
with such a soothing interior quality, enticing the reader into a world immersed
in the arts. Nin’s world.
What becomes evident is the power of this charismatic woman
herself. Born into a family of musical luminaries, she is constantly surrounded
by celebrities: From the Baron De Rothschild to Henry Miller, Antonin Artaud,
Conrad Moricand and Lawrence and Nancy Durrell, to name a few.
Not that the diary is all sophisticated social banter and
positive introspective speculation. Even before I began reading Henry and June alongside the diaries, I
perceived possible bi-polar tilts in her writing: one month up, next month
agitated, following month down. Pychologists, psychiatrists, students of Freud.
Detractors of Freud. A trip to the United States to work with Dr. Otto Rank.
Nin herself becomes a therapist in NewYork.
The do-it-yourselfer seeking a fix?
The fight against fascism in the Spanish Civil War plays a
background to the thirties in Europe. (Although the Nazis assimilated Italian
fascism and were later defeated in WW2, Spanish fascism prevailed until
Franco’s death in 1975.) Anais welcomes the camaraderie and passion of the anti-Fascists,
but not the violence. As a woman of action, this conundrum hangs heavy upon
her. She is found evaluating the scale of resistance as she questions acceptable
tools of the movement. She buys a friend a printing press to produce revolutionary material
for the cause.
What a rounded ‘Renaissance Man’ of a woman.
Nin often runs with an unhealthy abandon, working herself to
the edge, not sleeping; rather feeding, supporting, mothering, clothing the
helpless, broken men (and women) of Paris’ emerging art scene. While
self-destructives continually pop into her sphere, Nin keeps them from starving
or killing themselves. She pays their rents. She buys them food. She cleans their squalid rooms. Everyone in Anais’ life wants or
needs something. So far, according to her, she hasn’t yet learned to say ‘no’.
Her revelatory and poignant asides, introspective
dissertations concerning the writer as artist, bring to mind Lawrence Durrell’s
similar insights explored in his Alexandria
Quartet. A comparison of styles and conclusions offers consistent reminders
of their influence on each other’s work and philosophies.
As an ultimate chronicler of Bohemian 30’s France, Nin
proves as dependable as a Pepys or a Proust
in their respective times, her measured prose offering the reader clear perceptions
of various states of being in Paris and beyond.
Last week, Lisabet noted that certain artistic works are to
be savored. Nin’s meliflous, evocative prose—spare but rich with vocabulary and
dynamism, written in monthly journal form, may be taken in little sips. Like a
fine Sherry, all it takes is a sip. Nin’s words guide us through an
intellectual digestive system, gently affirming precise, impressions, concise truths
… or lies … uncovered within herself, her entourage … and often within ourselves.
Although there’s not much in the way of sexually descriptive
imagery in the diaries, that’s not to say she avoids spontaneous introspection:
(From The Diary of Anais Nin vol 2)
The entire mystery of pleasure in a woman’s body is in
the intensity of the pulsation just before the orgasm. Sometimes it is slow,
one-two-three, three palpitations which then project a fiery and icy liqueur
through the body. If the palpitation is feeble, muted, the pleasure is like a
gentler wave, the pocket seed of ecstasy bursts with more or less energy, when
it is richest it touches every portion of the body, vibrating through every
nerve and cell. If the palpitation is intense, the rhythm and beat of it is
slower and the pleasure more lasting. Electric flesh-arrows, a second wave of
pleasure falls over the first, a third which touches every nerve end, and now
like an electric current traversing the body. A rainbow of color strikes the
eyelids. A foam of music falls over the ears. It is the gong of the orgasm.
There are times when a woman feels her body but lightly played on. Others when
it reaches such a climax it seems it can never surpass. So many climaxes. Some
caused by tenderness, some by desire, some by a word or an image seen during
the day. There are times when the day itself demands a climax, days of
cumulative sensations and unexploded feelings. There are days which do not end
in a climax, when the body is asleep or dreaming other dreams. There are days
when the climax is not pleasure but pain, jealousy, terror, anxiety. And there
are days when the climax takes place in creation, a white climax. Revolution is
another climax. Sainthood another.
My favorite time to read Ms. Nin is in bed, heating blanket
on, Anais’ sensuous passages sending me off on a lyrical drift into a deep night’s
sleep. We wonder how many readers have been similarly comforted.
i've had Nin's diaries on my list for years. time i got to readin' em. ;) did you see the film Henry & June?
ReplyDeleteThe diaries of authors (and would be authors) are always a bit suspect. Do we ever write only for ourselves? Or do we imagine our lovers reading as well? Certainly, re-reading some of my own diaries (which I kept, sporadically, for about fifteen years), I can feel the self-consciousness, the deliberate selection of words, events, impressions.
ReplyDeleteThe one volume of Nin's diaries that I've sampled struck me the same way - as much a writer's notebook as an outpouring of self. Not that this is bad, of course. It makes for great reading. (Personally, though, I find that passage about orgasm above a bit overdone.)
part of the beauty of Nin is her sensuous language. yes, overdone. exactly...because life needs to be over done, not under done..."There are times when the day itself demands a climax." i love this....& compared to some of her erotic fiction, which can be so minimal, she's much more effusive here. last night at a poetry reading, the poet, Jerome Rothenberg said that writers have the right to lie...yes, i agree. we have to be able to frame the small everyday in terms of universal truth, which sometimes needs lies. a paradox, but it makes sense to me.
Deletemy fav quote from the Diary is "'Ordinary life does not interest me. I seek only the high moments. I am in accord with the surrealists, searching for the marvelous. I want to be a writer who reminds others that these moments exist; I want to prove that there is infinite space, infinite meaning, infinite dimension.''
The Diary of Anais Nin: 1931-1934
I've not seen the movie 'Henry and June', Amanda, but would certainly like to. Maybe it'll come on 'On Demand'. We don't do Netflix. Speaking of readings, if anyone out there is in the SF bay area, Rachel Kramer Bussell and various authors from Big Book of Orgasms have a reading tonight at Good Vibrations, Polk ST. location, in SF. I'll be there along with a couple of others from ERWA. And- I do remember that quote re: the surrealists. There are so many quotable passages in these, you'd think you were reading Sade. I do like your take on framing everyday terms in lies and exaggerations to cover large swaths of inclusion.
ReplyDeleteAnd, Lisabet- Yes, that bit was overblown, but it speaks to the raw spontaneity the editor has preserved with such veracity.
Hi Daddy X!
ReplyDeleteI have two of Nin's books "The Portable Anais Nin" and "Delta of Venus", both of which I love reading. Nin's erotica is especially powerful and evocative, I'm surprised she expressed such a poor opinion of it, even saying that writing it drained her of desire.
I've snacked on her diaries from time to time but anyone attempting to read them all would need a serious investment of time. She committed incest with her father, and wrote in frank detail about it. Have you gotten to that part yet?
Garce
Oh - I have "Little Birds" too, sometimes I forget.
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Hey Garce-
ReplyDeleteI don't mind longer works that take me places I haven't been before. I often feel sad when a great read is finished. After reading the whole of Durrell's "Alexandria Quartet", I started right back on Justine and read the four volumes straight through again. Did the same thing with 'Geek Love', by Katherine Dunne, which is admittedly shorter.
No, I haven't gotten to that point. There's been plenty of references to her prose poem "House of Incest", but not he actual act. Right now she's playing intermediary between her father and his wife Maruca after she finally threw him out for his philandering. She depicts a weak, though talented jerk, always seeking affirmation by sexual conquest. Although she has no problem with infidelity, she decries his selfish motives. Thanx for commenting on that aspect; it does haunt the work.
Thanks to you, Daddy X, I finally got around to getting Little Birds and The Diary from my local library, but I also brought home a stack of books about the Mongol invasion as research for a story, so there' no guarantee that I'll get to Anais Nin this time around. Maybe just a little...
ReplyDeleteConsider yourself lucky to be busy. I'm a great believer in inertia. As I suggested, try her at bedtime. Perhaps just a page or two to slip you into slumberland.
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